Because I Know You did

maybe this is just an article that is not important... sentences that I did not cluster to me proud, nor to be a useful for anyone... I just wanted to say that I am currently in a condition that is difficult... maybe because I was wrong or circumstances that set me in a state like this...

now I'm not alone because I had a boyfriend but I don't love him... for everyone who hears these words will probably assume that I'm bad, I'm not a good woman.. but I hope they do not think like that because they don't deserve someone like that withoutknowing the truth...

I have a reason for that ...

The first, from the beginning I did not feel a special feeling with it... and as he expresses love I accept the excuse that I gave a chance for me to be able to love him later... maybe so, I also will be able to feel the same way that love him too...

second, I live a few days after it emerged the trust, and affectionalso appears... but all was lost when I saw him approachinganother woman

Third, I could not believe it anymore, not even love him anymore because he makes me very disappointed, really disappointed... he said, saying the sentences which destroyed all confidence that may be coming back...

he proudly say that "he knows me, really know how my nature" when he doesn't know me at all...

He forbade me to make friends with others, for reasons that I cannot accept and I will really not like it... I DON'T like the set with whom I have friends because I like to make friends with anyone... he considered the person is bad (evil) "I do not like it"... I do not like the set for something like this... he was wrong, he don't know me.. The more I was banned so I'll do it if it's getting better I Demand... emnnnn~

and now, probably everyone has assessed me as a bad woman... women who are not callous... and maybe I've become a by word many people around me... but I DON'T CARE... (although it sometimes makes me sad)... 

I think it was all the bad thoughtsthat humans can only judge others without knowing the person... judge other people as they pleased without know all the truth that happened, in other words "prejudice"

I'll keep being me...

these conditions and many times I've ever experienced... condition where all people judge me as they pleased without them seeing me with a clear glass eyes...

for my boyfriend,"if you intend to terminate this relationship, then the finish.. It would be better for you... I probably will not be able to open my heart to you... I hope you understand me... because I know who you are... I don't wanna judge you as a man who iIS NOT good, but let me have their own judgments about you... should you go now... think this is a 'karma' that should you receiveas a result of all pemainanmu during this..."

apologize to those who have hurt you, and come back with her... She really loves you very much, but why are you so cruel with her??

I KNOW ALL YOU HAVE DONE